I was in love. I am still in love. Then this morning she broke the news that I've been dreading for the past month. Cool off daw muna kami.
I froze. I felt numb. Cold. I started to shiver. I felt like life, for a moment, was sucked out of me. I wanted to fight for us but she does not want to. I felt powerless.
I told her I had so much love to give but she does not want any of it. So I let her go.
I stayed true to my promise that if ever she wants out I won't beg for her to stay. I won't get mad. I won't curse which is totally out of character.
I wished her a good life and that she would meet someone who could give her the happiness she did not find in me.
I still feel like crap.
I got dumped.