Thursday, December 4, 2008

A Bittersweet Life

it's been weeks since i blogged about my personal thoughts. i've been blogging like mad but it's all about other stuff - the embarassing experiences, the office life, the movies i've watched, the books i've read. no more of the emo write-ups that peppered my posts from months back.

i think i may have reached the point where i'm fed up of feeling, of thinking, of mentally berating myself for a pathetic life.

i'm tired of many things.

i'm tired of being consumed by rage.

i'm tired of doing all the giving.

i'm tired of being me.

9 comments:

ALiNe said...

You need positive energies... go find one ... breathe and smile

Andy Briones said...

I'm tired of being me too. I've been feeling that way for as long as I can remember. God, I need prozac. Is it locally available?

TheScud said...

aline > thanks. btw, where do i find one? hehe. on a serious note, 2008 has been a difficult year for me. buti nga patapos na.

andy > di pala ako nag-iisa. haha. i just need something to spice up my life. make it exciting.

ALiNe said...

yeah... I think its free... sa paligilig lang ... Smile na!

atticus said...

galet ka? galet ka ano? oo nga, galet ka. huwag na galet. dami na taong galet eh. kung hindi, galet-galet na lang tayong lahat.

:) smile. things always look better in the morning.

Raft3r said...

it's just a phase
believe me
it happens to everyone

the trick is to keep on breathing, ika nga ng garbage

Panaderos said...

"He who learns must suffer. And even in our sleep, pain that cannot forget falls drop by drop upon the heart, and in our own despair, against our will, comes wisdom to us by the awful grace of God."
- Aeschylus

TheScud said...

aline > nakabili na ako ng energizer. for free. hehe.

atticus > :-) ayan naka-smile na.

raft3r > parti ko nararanasan ang phase na yan. hehe. i'm still breathing. and living. and attacking life. :-)

TheScud said...

panaderos > thanks for the quote. i needed and will need that. :-)