I turned a year older yesterday and I wasn't happy. Almost verging on depression. I seriously thought it over why I was feeling that way but I couldn't find the answers. I thought maybe it was my parents, who again, opted to greet me via text message than giving me a call. But I'm used to them not calling me on my birthday. I guess 7 pesos matter more to then.
Was I feeling that way because I just recently lost my aunt and a day after we buried her I learned that her youngest child is 3 months pregnant? Was it because I have not been doing so well at work lately? Disappointing my leads for the nth time? Was it because my finances are slowly dwindling? Or IS it because I'm lonely and alone?
I did had some fun yesterday. I watched Kung Fu Panda and it was hilarious. You should go see it. Then Rafael Nadal embarassed Roger Federer in the Men's Final at the French Open 6-1, 6-3, 6-0. That was a great birthday gift from Rafa. :-)
But then again those joyous moments are just fleeting. I want something else. I just don't know what that is. Yet.